TLDR;
This YouTube video features Amanda Rowan conducting an intuitive guidance session, incorporating elements of psychic reading, Akashic Records, and energy medicine. Amanda connects with the client's energy to address emotional blockages, past life connections, and current relationship dynamics. The session includes cord-cutting, past life regression, and energy healing techniques to promote relaxation and emotional release.
- Amanda channels wisdom from the client's spiritual guidance team.
- The session explores karmic patterns and spiritual gifts through Akashic Records.
- Sapphire energy medicine is used to bring the client into a parasympathetic state, releasing trapped emotions.
Introduction to Intuitive Guidance [0:00]
Amanda Rowan explains her process of tuning into a client's energy. She describes how she sets aside her own thoughts and emotions to connect with the client's energy, experiencing their feelings and thought patterns. This allows her to channel wisdom and guidance relevant to the client's needs, facilitating healing and change. She clarifies that the intuitive guidance will cover various aspects of the client's life, channeling wisdom from their spiritual guidance team, including the higher self, spirit guides, ancestors, and loved ones who have passed.
Akashic Records [2:32]
Amanda introduces the concept of Akashic Records, describing them as a higher plane of consciousness that holds the history of the soul. These records contain information about past, present, and potential future experiences. By accessing the Akashic Records, the session aims to explore karmic patterns, spiritual gifts, and soul contracts from a soul perspective, often involving insights from previous lifetimes. This approach helps bring subconscious knowledge into conscious awareness, enabling clients to make sense of recurring patterns and make informed choices.
Sapphire Energy Medicine [5:01]
Amanda discusses Sapphire energy medicine, her unique healing modality developed over 20 years, based on quantum physics and various energy healing techniques. She mentions modalities like Reiki, Quantum Touch, and Matrix Energetics, integrating them with somatic work and breathwork to address the mind-body connection. The goal is to bring the client into a parasympathetic state, releasing trapped emotions and energetic cords that connect them to others. Clients may experience physical sensations, emotional releases, or deep relaxation during this process.
Initial Reading and Cord Connections [7:06]
Amanda begins the session by tuning into the client's energy, noting feelings of scatteredness and anxiety, which she attributes to a strong energetic cord connecting the client to her ex-husband, Gary. She explains that psychic cording involves emotional connections on an energetic level, allowing the sharing of energy between people. Amanda identifies a wound in the client's solar plexus chakra, related to self-worth and intuition, further linked to the cord with her ex.
Relationship Dynamics and Childhood Patterns [10:33]
Amanda describes the dynamic between the client and her ex-husband as parallel existences with emotional disconnection and a lack of safety. She senses that the ex-husband may have been dealing with low testosterone and a feeling of not meeting the client's needs, leading to emotional withdrawal and avoidance. This behavior is traced back to his childhood coping mechanisms, particularly around age 10, where he learned to avoid difficult emotions. The client felt like she outgrew him, leading to unfulfilled needs and a sense of merely coexisting.
Attachment Styles and Communication [14:35]
The discussion shifts to attachment styles, with Amanda identifying the ex-husband as fearfully avoidant. She explains that the client was likely the pursuer in the relationship, a common dynamic where one partner chases while the other withdraws. This pattern results in both individuals feeling pain and unmet needs, with communication styles exacerbating the sense of unevenness. Amanda highlights the importance of understanding each other's coping mechanisms without trying to change them for a relationship to work.
Silent Treatment and Emotional Impact [17:32]
Amanda identifies a thick energetic cord associated with the silent treatment, suggesting a pattern of suppressed communication. She notes that the client may have had more open communication opportunities as a child compared to her ex-husband, leading to confusion and discomfort in their relationship. The ex-husband's energy appears stuck, with a belief that he doesn't need to change, reinforcing feelings of inadequacy in the client. Amanda emphasizes the importance of releasing this energy to prevent the client from sharing in his stagnation.
Cord Cutting and Higher Self Guidance [20:50]
Amanda discusses the need to release the energetic cords connecting the client to her ex-husband, emphasizing that these cords have drained the client's life force energy. She conveys a message from the client's higher self, affirming her worthiness and acknowledging the ex-husband's inability to see her value. The client reflects on the ex-husband's initial promises and the subsequent shift in their relationship, leading to feelings of confusion and self-blame. Amanda reassures her that the issues stemmed from the ex-husband's internal struggles and inability to be vulnerable.
Past Life Regression Introduction [24:29]
Amanda suggests exploring a past life connection between the client and her ex-husband to gain further insight. She explains the process of past life regression, advising the client to close her eyes to lower her brainwave state and enhance her connection to the experience. Amanda encourages the client to pay attention to her bodily sensations, emotions, and any parallels between the past life and her current life, emphasizing that the subconscious mind will only reveal what the client is ready to process.
Past Life: Societal Expectations and Resentment [26:34]
Amanda guides the client through a past life regression, where the client is a woman in the late 1800s or early 1900s, engaged to a wealthy banker in the eastern United States. The fiance, significantly older, is part of a high social circle and marries her knowing she desires children to secure an heir. However, his strained relationship with his own father and fear of repeating those patterns lead him to resent the pressure to have children. He becomes angry towards the client, stages fights to avoid intimacy, and creates a divide between them.
Past Life: Adoption and Emotional Divide [29:36]
In the past life, the client's desire for children leads to the adoption of an orphaned child, further widening the emotional gap between her and her husband. He resents her for "forcing" him into parenthood, and the client feels increasingly alone and like a failure. Amanda emphasizes that the husband's fears and resistance in this lifetime may stem from cellular memory of the past life, where he struggled with the responsibilities of fatherhood.
Past Life: Breaking Cycles and Courageous Choices [31:49]
Amanda highlights that the client has broken certain cycles from the past life by not adopting a child and choosing to leave the relationship. This time, she made a courageous decision to walk away into the unknown, recognizing that her needs would never be met and that the emotional gap was insurmountable. The client's soul knew it was time to stop fawning and people-pleasing, acknowledging the repressed anger and the need to make a different choice.
Current Relationship Patterns [34:05]
The session transitions to the client's current relationship, which Amanda describes as a "situationship" characterized by hot and cold behavior. Amanda suggests that the client may be attracting a similar avoidant type of partner, leading to feelings of inadequacy and self-blame. This pattern is linked back to childhood experiences, where the client internalized problems and felt responsible for fixing things to maintain peace.
Childhood Trauma and Codependency [36:59]
Amanda connects the client's current relationship patterns to a traumatic childhood experience at age five, where she witnessed her father strangling her mother. This event led her to feel responsible for regulating her mother's emotions, reversing their roles and creating a codependent dynamic. Amanda emphasizes the importance of setting boundaries, breaking free from codependency, and recognizing that it's okay to prioritize her own needs.
Family Dynamics and Dismissal [40:19]
Amanda identifies a pattern of the client's mother having expectations about how she should show up, contributing to the client's feelings of betrayal when she makes choices her mother disagrees with. The conversation shifts to a recent incident involving the client's younger brother, Keegan, where she experienced a violation that her mother dismisses. Amanda validates the client's experience, emphasizing that it was not okay and that her feelings are valid.
Validation and Trauma [44:27]
Amanda expresses her sorrow and validates the client's experience of violation by her brother, Keegan. She acknowledges the client's struggle with memory and the gaslighting from her family, affirming that the incident did happen and that her feelings are justified. Amanda notes that Keegan is deeply broken and may be struggling with alcoholism, mirroring a pattern from the client's father. She expresses concern for Keegan's son, Grayson, and suggests a follow-up session to explore these issues further.
Financial Setback and Energetic Wrap-Up [47:51]
Amanda mentions a recent financial setback and promotes her current sales to attract new clients. She then shifts the focus back to the client, aiming to leave her in a positive energetic state. Amanda explains that the session has begun the process of validating the client's trauma and integrating the fragmented parts of herself. She guides the client through a box breathing exercise to release trapped emotions and stabilize her energy.
Centering and Joy [52:12]
Amanda leads the client through a centering exercise, instructing her to place her hands over her heart and belly while taking deep breaths. She uses tuning forks to enhance relaxation. The client is then guided to recall a moment of true joy and happiness, bringing that memory into her mind's eye and expanding the feeling throughout her body. This exercise aims to anchor the client in a higher emotion and promote a sense of well-being before the session concludes.